A Sweet Serenity

'Sup Peeps. 

Man, like always, I haven't updated this wonderful little thing. BUT, I'm slowly gaining followers which is hella awesome. 

Anyway, this blog post is about why I don't have a lot of black friends. 

Yeah, I know that sounds really weird coming from a black girl, but yeah, most of my good friends are white or other. 

Q: Chibi-chan, why don't you have many black friends! （≧▼≦；)

 Ah, what a good question! (I'm so lame right now). The reason that I don't a good amount of black friends is because black girls and guys are unbelievably rude and play this ghetto like act. For me, there's a difference between acting ghetto to fit in and really being raised in such an environment. 

Maybe, it's because I didn't grow up with a lot of black kids, since I lived in a mostly white area, plus I wasn't raised with race, but how people act. 

Q: So Chibi-chan, you really don't like black people?

Actually, I do have black friends. Many of them, however, are not the unbelievable stupid acting type of person. They're really cool and they aren't like many of the stereotypes that most black people act like. I also had a few black friends from High School and they were the same. They worked really hard, don't act like a nigger (yeah, I used that word), and loved alternative type of styles, musics, etc. 

I'm pretty sure that people many black people don't like me because I'm not like them. I know that ideal is really stupid, but it's like mass mentality. I'm not a fan of mainstream music, I love foreign music, like Latino and Japanese music (what a mix right?), I'm quiet, and love anime and manga. People really don't accept that because it's different. I've learned over the years, that many people of color don't like different things since it's out of the norm and equals change. 

Q: What spurs all of this rant/type of thinking Chibi-san?

Well, for me, my college ends next week and usually hang at this place called the Black Cultural Center. Now, I usually don't hang out at places like this because of the above reasons, but I wanted to try something different this year.  (;¬_¬) Plus, all my classes are 5 minutes away, making it faster to get there. 

However, there is one issue. Out of all of the times that I've been here, one a couple of people have talked to me. I'm a naturally quiet person, so it's hard to make friends with people are extremely extrovert. But, there are many people that don't talk to me and will address all of the other people at a table, and not say one word to me. That's really hard for someone like me. 

Also, a lot of them think that I'm "bougie" (meaning stuck up and thinking I'm better than everyone). I'm really not like that. I'm just really quiet and people haven't learned to accept me for me and it really sucks. I dunno if I'm gonna come up here next semester, but maybe one day it'll change, since there is a good amount of black kids that hate coming up here for the same reasons. 

Anyway, that's it for another rant from me! Chao

Damn, it's been a hella long time since I've posted anything.

I'm doing horribly in my blogging.

But, a lot of crap has been going on in my life, good and bad. So, I'll start off with the good. 

Here is a picture of my beloved Macbook Pro, Shiraiyuki. The cover is a custom made image by me and I'm loving it so much. The design is so sleek and amazing, and everything runs so smoothly.  I also got an amazing computer cover for it. 

 Yeah, so I've been using and relearning how to do everything since a Mac is not a PC and I'm a PC Windows wiz. 

Now for the not so great. 

Um, I had to drop my programming class because 1. I was failing with a 49, and 2. My professor couldn't speak proper English, so that was hard to learn with a class like that. I'm taking it again in the fall, so all will be good. 

As much as I love friends and friendship, there is a time where I love to be to myself and alone. Well, one of my friends likes to hang over here at our dorm and sleeps over a lot. Well, that all fine and dandy, but there's a point where I just want some time alone for myself. I haven't been able to go on Fakku (I blame Kira (dollieai.blogspot.com)), I haven't been able to clean cause she sits, lounges and sleeps in my area (and it looks a hot mess), and I can't fully vent my life's issues on Tumblr anymore cause she follows me and asks me all of these questions. 

Man, I liked it better when I was a hermit and didn't leave the room.~

Well, that's a quick update of what's going on in my life. I will be posting a lot more, now that I've forced myself to blog more and more. Chao peeps~

So, I officially began my training plan for 2012. Yeah, hopefully I'll stick to it and finally survive a Zombie Apocalypse and look good doing it. 

I did a mile today. I alternated between running and walking, since it is hard on my chest (damn you asthma). My school track is 1 mile= 6 laps. I'm able to run three laps which is a half of mile. Yet, they aren't consistent. Kinda makes me sad, but it's a start. Then I did 30 minutes of leg and ab workouts. I really don't want to strain my body since I do have to walk everywhere at my college. For lunch, I had a turkey and cheese sandwich on rye and for dinner, I had a small soup and a half of a turkey sandwich on chibata. Yeah, I know I'm heavy on the breads, but it's either sandwiches or heavy breaded or fried foods. I'll take the sandwiches. 

Tuesday
So much pain. My legs hurt like no one's business. Didn't get to run today. I feel so out of shape. Zombies would've ate me alive if a Zombie Attack happened today. Tomorrow should be much better, even though I'll prolly still be in pain. I ate the leftovers of my soup (making it a small soup) and the other half of my turkey sandwich for lunch. For dinner, I had a grill cheese sandwich and a bowl of ramen. I know it was kinda unhealthy, but I plan on working it off.

Wednesday
Um, my legs were hurting before I ran and now they are still hurting after my run. I'll prolly not be able to move my legs in the morning, but I'm gonna force myself to go to bed early and wake up to run. The more I get my body adjusted to running, the better it will be when I wanna do at least a half of mile of pure running, instead of run, walk, run, and so on. I also worked on my arms. Yeah, there killing me already, so I'm expecting of arm pain in the morning. For lunch I had one grilled pork chop, a small salad, and an apple. I'm trying to get on a more healthier food outlook. For dinner, I had six popcorn chicken, some broccoli and an orange. Yay for healthy eating and ZAST training.

Thursday
I actually got up early in the morning and run. It was raining and cold and I didn't want to go, but my mom convinced me to. Um, I actually ate breakfast for once. I had four french toast sticks and two turkey sausage links. For lunch I had an Asian chicken wrap, which was absolutely amazing. For dinner, not so much. I had a grilled cheese sandwich and some fries. Not good right. Ehh, I sucked that day.

Friday
Meh.... today I didn't get to do jackshit. I had too much cleaning that I had to do before I went home. For lunch, I had one fish fillet and a small salad. For dinner, I had four White Castle hamburgers. Mkay, many people will argue that I was bad for having four hamburgers, but it's White Castle and it's absolutely amazing to have them.


Saturday
My mommy cooked breakfast today! I had some grits, with two turkey sausages, and one half of an English muffin with some jelly. It was really good. I didn't get to run today since it was kinda a lazy day. From dinner, my mom and I went to dinner at O'Charleys. I had half of a Cajun Chicken Pasta. I'm definitely gonna run tomorrow, since I didn't do it today or Friday.


That's this weeks ZAST info. I'll post full stats after two weeks. Chao!

What's up world. This is going to be a long post, but I hope you're having a better time than me. I'm still not fucking feeling well. It sucks. I went back to my school clinic for some more medicine. So, it's not an ear infection, but they don't know what the what the hell it could be. I'm having pressure pain in my ear and this a little bit lower from my ear hurts. It's super annoying. 

But..... I guess I'm not making myself any better. I keep touching at the gland and worrying that it could be something worse. This is a really bad habit of mine that I gain after I got really sick with Mano. I gain a really bad since of Paranoia and have bad panic attacks. My mom is thinking that I might have to go on anxiety pills to keep me from freaking out. I really think I might. 

Um, I also having really bad acne issues, too. Things are not looking up for me in 2012 and it's not really fair. 

Anyway, to move from my depressing topics, here are some of the animes that I'm now watching. 

These are just some of them, but I plan on watching a lot this year. Right now, my guilty (lol) pleasure is Guilty Crown. I'm about to do some reviews on the show on my other fun blog, called Cartoonology. I've never done reviews, so I hope this will be fun! Guilty Crown is just absolutely amazing. Sure, it can be incredibly predictable and somewhat odd (or this could be because I've never seen Code Geass), I still love it. Finally the main character has broke and I love it when the cute, unsure main character break and become this psycho badass. Now only if this happens to my Daisuke-chan.

Finally, even though I'm not feeling well, I'm gonna start ZAST tomorrow. Yeah, I'm jogging a mile and working on my arms. I'll prolly be dead on Tuesday, but it's gonna be worth it when I can survive a Zombie Apocalypse (and lose some weight to look cute at MTAC). 

Anyway, I'm out. Chao!

Damn, it's been a while since my last post. (*￣m￣)

Damn, so not following my New Years Resolution, but so much shit has been going on. 

I'll go and explain what has happened. 

Other than that, everything else is going well. I should also be starting up my YT channel and go my first anime review of the year, plus I'm going to do a blog post of what animes I'm going to review. 

Chao, peeps.