A Sweet Serenity

'Sup Peeps. 

Man, like always, I haven't updated this wonderful little thing. BUT, I'm slowly gaining followers which is hella awesome. 

Anyway, this blog post is about why I don't have a lot of black friends. 

Yeah, I know that sounds really weird coming from a black girl, but yeah, most of my good friends are white or other. 

Q: Chibi-chan, why don't you have many black friends! （≧▼≦；)

 Ah, what a good question! (I'm so lame right now). The reason that I don't a good amount of black friends is because black girls and guys are unbelievably rude and play this ghetto like act. For me, there's a difference between acting ghetto to fit in and really being raised in such an environment. 

Maybe, it's because I didn't grow up with a lot of black kids, since I lived in a mostly white area, plus I wasn't raised with race, but how people act. 

Q: So Chibi-chan, you really don't like black people?

Actually, I do have black friends. Many of them, however, are not the unbelievable stupid acting type of person. They're really cool and they aren't like many of the stereotypes that most black people act like. I also had a few black friends from High School and they were the same. They worked really hard, don't act like a nigger (yeah, I used that word), and loved alternative type of styles, musics, etc. 

I'm pretty sure that people many black people don't like me because I'm not like them. I know that ideal is really stupid, but it's like mass mentality. I'm not a fan of mainstream music, I love foreign music, like Latino and Japanese music (what a mix right?), I'm quiet, and love anime and manga. People really don't accept that because it's different. I've learned over the years, that many people of color don't like different things since it's out of the norm and equals change. 

Q: What spurs all of this rant/type of thinking Chibi-san?

Well, for me, my college ends next week and usually hang at this place called the Black Cultural Center. Now, I usually don't hang out at places like this because of the above reasons, but I wanted to try something different this year.  (;¬_¬) Plus, all my classes are 5 minutes away, making it faster to get there. 

However, there is one issue. Out of all of the times that I've been here, one a couple of people have talked to me. I'm a naturally quiet person, so it's hard to make friends with people are extremely extrovert. But, there are many people that don't talk to me and will address all of the other people at a table, and not say one word to me. That's really hard for someone like me. 

Also, a lot of them think that I'm "bougie" (meaning stuck up and thinking I'm better than everyone). I'm really not like that. I'm just really quiet and people haven't learned to accept me for me and it really sucks. I dunno if I'm gonna come up here next semester, but maybe one day it'll change, since there is a good amount of black kids that hate coming up here for the same reasons. 

Anyway, that's it for another rant from me! Chao