A Sweet Serenity

Meh~~ this is a super late post, since I went to visit my cousin's one year anniversary death last Saturday, but this post is dedicated to the wonderful Harry Potter Finale.


 So, our local movie theater allows customers to view both parts of Harry Potter for a total of $15, which was a steal. Part 1 was already great, but Part 2 finally ended a great series. The movie would've been even better if the movie theater would get their staff and shit together.

Also, they need to keep the employees (the dikish ones) from hitting on me. Yeah, during the whole waiting period, I got checked out by this he-she. Yep, whenever I would walk somewhere, the dike would follow me like I was some piece of meat. Also, the staff made us leave the first theater for the first movie, to go to the second one, only to be full and then bitched when we wanted our first one back. But, I'm not here to rant, but to review the finale of one of the most amazing series ever!!.

The movie starts off with a recap of the last 10 minutes of the first movie, making it easier for viewers to remember what happen. It then goes straight into the action with the gang confronting Ollivander and the Griphor. It doesn't add all of the useless dialogue that the book has and spares no time for the action. The scene in the bank was great, holding all of the effects and true to the story.

I'm gonna skip a pretty good chunk, because well I don't find it important. What I'm gonna review is the final battle itself. Many of the viewers who didn't read the book found the final battle to be amazing and perfect for series. However, for readers of the book, it was mixed reviews. In general, the action and the story blended well for what was in it. However, it was not what I was personally expecting. Maybe my standards were too high, or what but I wanted a little bit more, especially since this is the last movie EVER!!!!! Snape's montage was very short and didn't give the same emotion like there was in the book. I could mind that as much.

It was the last 20 minutes that really made me upset. During the final battle between Voldemort and Harry, I felt like I was watching a lightsaber battle. There was no yelling of spells or anything. I wanted my final Expelliarmus like a wanted to. He also didn't fix his wand at the end of the movie. T_T.

Other than those major issues, I absolutely love the movie and hope to see it again with more friends. Chao!

Geez, I didn't think I be posting one of these for a while now, but it's one of my rants for the day and has been bugging me for a while.

So, I feel like I'm the one whose always left out of things. Or the one who tries the hardest and never gets what she wants. If it wasn't in school, it was at home, summer camp or even with friends.

So, I'll start with school. Throughout my school years, I was the "weird girl." I watched anime and hung out with the guys every year as I grew up. For the longest I wanted to be like everyone else and just fit in. It didn't take me until my 8th grade year that the world was fucked up and that I needed to be me, just me. Yet, did stop me from having the type of friends that I really needed.

Don't get me wrong, I love my really close friends with a deep dark passion, but some of them just don't get it. For example, my best friend is a sweet girl, but over the years, she gets more and more oblivious on what goes on in the world. She lives in her own reality. She has this three story house and all she does is play video games. I've asked her many of times to just hang out there, cause I live in a small one story house and my dad is sorta picky (not in an abusive way, but doesn't like a lot of noise),  and she always makes up these excuses. Her sister lives in another country and her parents are divorced. When I do hang out with her, all we ever play is video games. I really don't mind the video games, but when it's the same fucking thing all the time, it just gets really boring.She's also doesn't really understand me or really tries to. She bases off the logic that she grew up with and considers that the truth.

I dunno, I always feel like I end up being the loner in every situation. Like dealing with governor school. I feel like I'm the only person who doesn't really have anyone to talk to, except for my friend TehQuin. It's really hard because I really tried to be friends with all of them, and it always seen to bite me in the ass. I've always been the person for everyone to go to, but I don't have a person who I could go too and just dump all of my problems on. I dunno if because I've had the most suckish summer in existance.... wait, that's the cause.

I know it's bad that I'm jumping topic to topic, but that's how my mind works. Mkay, this is what my summer WAS suppose to go. I was suppose to spend one week with a couple of my friends, and then go spend my last full summer with my Nana before college. My cousin was suppose to pick me up and my mom takes me back. Well my cousin didn't follow that plan and basically SCREW up all of my plans. I told him that I needed to be picked up in June, because I had a shitload of things to do in July, especially with college. Well he decided that he was going to change the month that he was going to pick me up in. He didn't tell me until the end of the June of his new plan, especially since I'm already packed to leave, screwing me completely. If I would've known that he wasn't going to pick me up like has planned, I could've gotten a job and made some extra cash, but since it was July and I went to school in August, there was no way that anyone would hire me. Yeah, does that just suck. So, I'm stuck in the house with the internet being my only best friend!!!!!

Yeah, that's how my fucking life is going on right now. And I feel much better after a long rant. Chao.

So I didn't update like I planned to, but now I am. 

So, for the past year, I've been begging my parents to let me get my nose pierced. At first, my dad was completely against the idea of letting me get it done, but my mom was completely cool with it. So, when she got home from work, I had her call the piercing parlor and got the price of the piercing. 

So the piercer marked my nose for me to get ready for the piercing. At the time, I became so nervous, because he was gonna make a hole in my nose. Once he was ready, he had me lay back onto the reclined table. He then stuck this tube into my nose and had me breathe deep and relax. 

I'm trying hard to relax, but I was just so nervous. So then asked me to breathe deeply one last time, and stuck the needle through my nose!!!

It didn't hurt as much as I thought it was. It was more like a strong pinch in the nose. He then has to keep the needle in the skin to place the nose ring into the hole, and then pulls it out.

Nose Ring after piercing

I really love my nose ring so far!! It's super cute and really fits me and my personality. Some of my family members and friends aren't that supportive of me, but I love my nose ring anyway! Anyway, Chao!

Wow, I need to start posting a lot more. This is supposed to be my random diary/journal, along with updates of my life. 

So, at the beginning of the month of June, I joined this international website called Interpals, cause I've wanted an international pin pal since my dad told me that he had one when he was in high school. It's been really cool and I've made a lot of cool friends from Spain and Japan. 

However, there have been a lot of creepy men on there. Okay, for example, when I just joined up, this 23 year old guy hits me up stating that I've got pretty eyes and a smile. That's all he said. I was pretty creeped out and scared that he might stalk me. So did what any normal girl would do. 

I blocked his ass.

Then the next few days was pretty quiet, which I don't mind. 

Until, this weird phenomenon happened. It seemed that ever African (like straight from Africa) guy who came around my page, seemed to have this need to have a relationship with me. AND THEY'RE 23 and up. 

What am I, this African attractor? I don't have any problem with African men, but I don't need a relationship, especially when you live thousand of miles away. 

So that is my update for today. Will prolly update later on today or tomorrow.

I've noticed over the years how it's much harder for me to become inspired. 

I've always been the person to inspire others or make them feel good about themselves. 

Yet, I could never feel the same. 

I've seem to lose more and more of the flame that makes me...well me. 

Well, I gotta say, I never expected one anime to bring something back that I really believed that I had lost. 

That has to be Gurren Lagann. Sure the anime is epic and amazing, it's really the underlying tones and themes that really seems to affect me the most. 

Go the Impossible, See the Invisible 

 I always bragged about being the female to surpass the men in a field dominated of me and power. Yet, lately it only seemed to be if I was boasting. Yet, Gurren Lagann told me to "just kick logic to the curb and do the impossible." Something that I was used to be good at. 

 I was and still seem to be the person who wants to be known and liked. I had finally gotten over it in high school, but it seemed to get worse when I wanted to be friends with people on the internet. I could tell now that I was desperate for being liked and known. I wanted followers like other people, yet, what does it really matter.

I made this blog for one reason and one reason only: a diary.
It was because I lost my most amazing rant journal and I needed something to rant in.
Which is why I'm ranting my feelings now. I don't need to be like other people on the internet or like or whatever. I have to kick my own flawed reason to the curb. That's why I'm my badass self.

I may not be like Kamina, or I may not be like Simon, but I "have to believe in the me that believes in myself".

I'm the crazy punk-street girl with a fetish for technology. The girl who is gonna kick all of the guys asses out of the water in web design. The one who invents her own style of awesomery. And yes, I did just make up a word.

I'm gonna go for the impossible and do what makes me, me. Go back to that crafty technical girl who does things the unconventional way.

Besides, Who The Hell Do You Think I Am!

I posted this in Tumblr, but I decided that I'm gonna add them to my blog.

Even though I don't any followers, I haven't done a proper introduction post yet. It's very personal and describes me.

So here it is~

Name: Chary

Nickname: Chibi

Age: 18

Weight: 165 (but people say I don't look it)

Height: 5'3"

I'm a 36 DD, and all of my friends are jealous.
I absolutely love all types of anime, manga and cartoons. Unlike a lot of people (mostly female), I love harems, especially the ecchi type.
 

I absolutely ADORE music with a passion. If music was a man, I would be on my hands and knees doing anything that he wanted me to. I seriously love music that much. Music is my clutch in life. Without it, I would be this devastated, depress chick that hates life. I've been through so much emotional crap throughout my life that I rely on music to be my savior from the everyday world. So, if you really want to get on my good side, give me something good to listen to. 

Hmm, what else about me~~~ Oh. 

I'll talk about all of the things that plague me and there's a long ass list, so please bare with me. 

I'll just make a list of it. 

• Eczema- it's a skin diseases that causes rashes to cover most of my body. It's manageable most of the time, except for when the weather changes or when I'm super stressed.
• Low Self Esteem- at times, I'm a pretty confident person, but there are times that I breakdown way too easy. 
• Crybaby- I blame this on being a Pisces, but I get upset easily. It's more when my parents are upset about me that I start crying. 
• Stress- I get stressed out easily and it causes all types of problems. It was really bad when I was in middle school, to the point where I started to lose hair. 
• Anxiety- I'm not diagnosed with it, but my parents believe that I have a problem with it. I go into mild panic attacks a lot, so it's sorta bad. Plus, I also have a fast heart rate, and it causes it to go even faster which scares the shit out of me. 

Yeah, I'm sorta sad when it comes to my personality, but I'm still doing well. I have it better than people who have it worse, so I'm not complaining at all.=^.^=

Um, I think that all of the important info about me. So, when I get some, or if any followers, you could know some basic info on me.